TODAY

Every single time i'm hoping that he will send a message for me. Even only a message. It's good enough for me to know that you miss me too. I miss you dear. Still hoping you send a message to let me know that you are fine right now. Too much , dear. The pain make me feel like i'm useless. Can't do anything. Today, i'm sick again. Having a headache. Because of what? Just because i'm too thinking about you. Where are you when i need you like before? Why you'd change too much ? I miss you. I love you. Please send me a message or call me. 

Today , i'm begging you , come back to me. Please be like the only one who you are like first time we know each other. I miss your word. I miss your spoiled voice. I miss your babbling. Too much , dear . So sick right now. Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and today .. Every morning, evening , night , every hour, every minute and every second , i keep waiting for your message .. I keep looking to your handphone . But why you wouldn't until now. Tears never gonna stop until i know you are fine, dear. If i did something make you angry,touching or even hate me , let me know , so that i can know what my mistake . If you keep silence like this, how could i know ? 

You said you love me , you will married me . And i ? I will waiting for you. Even at the end of the world, i will wait for you , dear . You know how much i love you ? You know ? How can i let you go just like that ? How ? It's feel same like i wanna kill myself. I won't let you go. Even before this i try to forget you when you asked me to do that . But once i try and i feel i can't, and and i still can't whenever.. I can't ! I told you i can't , right ? so please don't asked me to forget you or leave you .. no !! 


I miss you , dear .. seems like too much right ? But i don't care. Hope you know that i'm sick right now. sick of mind, sick of everyhting ..


Here , i want you listen to this song ..

Aku Rindu Setengah mati kepadamu ..


Sungguh ku ingin kau tahu ..


Ku tak bisa hidup tanpamu ..


Aku Rindu ..